startears

朝から何も食べなかった

お腹すいた

でも

I don’t want to gain any more weight

だけど

I want something to fill up this void inside of me

I want to binge eat again till I am full till I throw up

Just to show that even I am can be fulfilled

Why am I crying so much when someone who I

'm happy though
I'm so happy

I'm thankful
that even someone appreciates me ... Is grateful towards me

I do not know if it's for making making me feel kind of

hearty messages really making me tear up thankyou ...

for making me feel like a worthy person
that I actually

deserved some love thankyou
for giving love to someone like me

いつになったら『好きな人』が現れるのかな。。？